At age 18 I realized that the meaning of my life is to enjoy them. Before that I was mainly trying to satisfy my parents, and get good grades at school (pretty stressful!!)
Thanks to a friend who gave good advice and example, I realized I wanted to feel joy, fun, and pleasure, and I asked myself, what do I want to do with my life to feel these beautiful emotions? the answer was - I'd like to be a musician, since music is the thing that made me feel most fun in my life. These days I'm asking what are the things that make me feel most fun within the world of music and other areas of my life.
Amongst the personal pleasures of enjoying food, bodily pleasures, a nice warm weather, swimming in the lake and hiking, meditating - all these create a feeling of fun, relaxing kind of fun. The most rewarding feeling is when I'm able to inspire other people in some positive direction, either speak with a friend and give good advice or strengthen them, or play music for people and see their eyes, their faces change to a feeling of peace and calmness, through my music and songs. That is by far the most amazing fun feeling I have these days. I'm not saying this is the only thing I want to do all day, but I want to focus on that, and try to create more ways I could do that.